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Dissociation Blues

from Real Love by beat radio

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lyrics

I was on my way back home
Tired of feeling so alone
And my dissociation blues
I don't even know what's true

If I was the darkest one
If I was the prodigal son
Doesn't mean I'm all wrong
Doesn't mean I don't belong


I was hiding since I was a child
And this storm was coming all the while

Ocean in a paper cup
Yeah I guess i fucked it up
Golden age that never came
Dreams that we let slip away

I thought I was born like that
Emotionally detached
Hiding all the evidence
Claiming it was self defense

Then the sky was falling from above
And I could see I hurt the ones I love

Solo (verse)

I'm so tired, I don't wanna fight
I just wanna feel like we're alright

Now the walls are closing in on me
this is not who i wanted to be

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from Real Love, released October 21, 2022

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Singer Songwriter Brian Sendrowitz has been crafting heartfelt, literate pop songs as Beat Radio since 2005.

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