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singles​/​demos 2014

by beat radio

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sometimes it feels like nothing matters sometimes it feels like everything matters so we invent a separate self for all the secrets we’ll never tell we take our stories from television we’re haunted by our own ambition and no one’s looking out for each other when everything is a competition everyone is casting spells building myths around themselves and all we want is everything and all we find is suffering the point of everything i guess is “don’t give in to bitterness” because you and i are here right now and nothing matters anyhow so take it easy take it forever i hope this song makes you feel better it’s been a good year and we’re together so take it easy take it forever i suppose i should be clear i am indifferent to exclusive premieres on someone’s website or wherever it’s in the ether it’s lost forever cause everyone just stays at home with seven tabs of google chrome and we’re nostalgic for cross bones style i’ll look for you left of the dial left of the dial but i heard your band on NPR I hope that means that you’ll go far i hope it matters a little more maybe it does but i’m not sure either way let’s raise our glass drink to the future and to the past drink for all the songs we missed when no one payed a publicist and take it easy take it forever i hope this song makes you feel better it’s been a good year and we’re together so take it easy take it forever
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so we never got famous and we never left home there were times when i was lonely i was never alone and all my friends got tired everybody moves on i always seemed to find a reason and i i kept singing songs some were borne of imitation of the people i admired some were borne of pure ambition others borne of desire some were borne of a compulsion or an irrational fear that if i didn’t get it all down i would somehow disappear sometimes it feels like it takes all that you’ve got just to keep from unraveling sometimes it feels just like you won the whole goddamned thing i used to want to make a record just to know i was alive it took a while for me to figure out my own way to survive the only virtue is irreverence claim your own authority and never let yourself get bitter don’t forget that you are free take a moment to remember you’re alive and you’re awake take your time to look around you take your time to make mistakes there’s something infinite inside you that no one else can ever know there is is stillness and a silence a place where no one else can go sometimes it feels like you get lost in the world and you’re tired of wandering sometimes if feels just like you won the whole goddamned thing
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losing time 04:08
I’ve been losing time again seasons get away from me trying to chase away these blues singing in a minor key i was such a fatalist build it up and tear it down the moon is following the tide is it the other way around? you could open up your heart to people that you’ve never met a poet for the modern age famous on the internet i could teach the world to end you could paint the front door red yeah i’ve seen your video and i’ll love you till i’m dead I remember all the things you used to say In the evening just before the light was gone Now I'm on the outside And I'm far away From that feeling I was chasing all along happiness will come in waves i just had that dream again someone shut the whole thing down now it’s hard to find your friends what’s the point of all of this? is there a meaning to this game? what is it we’re fighting for? I don’t think I caught your name? build it up and watch it all come crashing down when its over start to build it up again Even if its not the life you dreamed about everything you did was worth it in the end celebrate the things you love this is where you’re meant to be try and keep an open heart dream a little dream of me
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elizabeth 02:58
I'm a little hard to read even though I'm easy going You see me for who I am and you have a way of knowing And sometimes I still wonder if I'm dreaming The only thing that I believe in The only thing that's real and true Is my love for you, Elizabeth. And when I was just a kid, I already knew I loved you But I kept my feelings hid, I was scared of what my heart knew That maybe we were meant to be together I've know other girls but never Felt the way I feel with you When I'm with you, Elizabeth.
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i wanna write as many songs as i can this year, and share some as i go. some of these songs will end up on the next beat radio LP, tentatively titled Take it Forever.

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released January 8, 2014

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Singer Songwriter Brian Sendrowitz has been crafting heartfelt, literate pop songs as Beat Radio since 2005.

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