hard times go, part 1

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"Hard Times, Go!"

sometimes you're going in one direction and you just keep going. then something happens and you start to re-evaluate everything. you look at the places where you're failing. maybe you can do better? you try to figure out what has motivated you to get where you've ended up. it sounds like a downer, but this is where everything starts. this is your chance to be extraordinary.


"Stars Collided in our Hearts"

my friend Brian Kelly from the band Aeroplane Pageant has this tune where the refrain is "we didn't dream enough in this house." the line keeps haunting me these past few months, as my wife and i are making plans, to break with the past and set out on a new adventure. we got ourselves into a tricky situation. this song is about getting caught in that place, the sense of desperation you feel.

i felt like the song was kind of dark and very much about a relationship with 2 people. I thought it could use a little light and i asked my friend Maia Macdonald to sing on it, and she did an amazing, beautiful job. You can check out more of Maia's music here: mitten.bandcamp.com and here: maiamacdonald.bandcamp.com

"Dreaming Wide Awake"

My wife Liz and I wrote this song together. We've been together since we were kids, and we've never collorated on a song before but the process was super fun. this song is pure escapism. i thought the subject matter of a lot of the songs i've been writing lately was sort of heavy, and i wanted to write a song that was romantic, and dreamy in the way Van Morrison songs are - the ones that take place in this magical pastoral setting, where it usually rains, and the rain makes you better than you were before.

"Head Underwater"

the freeway divided our hearts was a line that i carried around in my head for a while. I'm fascinated by how our sense of place relates to how we identify ourselves. I guess I'm talking alot about dreams in these songs like I always do, and what happens when you follow along a path that isn't what's truly in your heart. you end up having to back track, and that's where the awakening is. that's where things start to happen. Up until then, we're all just floating along, doing what comes easiest.

Bryan Bruchman played guitar on this track (as well as on Dreaming Wide Awake) and the instrumental section towards the end is one of my favorite moments on this record. Science!

"he brought a guitar to a knife fight" (instrumental)

Sometimes, I feel ill-equipped for the "real" world.

With Every Heartbeat (Robyn Cover)

This past fall, I fell into a pretty intense obsession with Robyn, the killingest pop star on the planet. When people talk about great songwriters, there is frequently a bias towards acoustic guitar strumming that you hear in starbucks or whatever. or people who are putting some new lyrical spin on Bob Dylan's swirling impressionism. I love all that also, but I find what Robyn is able to do within the conext of a 3 and a half minute traditionally structured pop song, with her sick beats and concise storytelling, to be sort of mind-blowing. the characters in her songs feel completely developed, like you're watching a movie - but the language is simple. it always serves the melody and never gets in the way.

Anyway - this song is one that hit me hard immediately. it's from her self titled LP - and we had fun putting our own spin on it as a sort of tribute.

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released 25 January 2012
songs written by Brian Sendrowitz (except "dreaming wide awake" by brian and Elizabeth Sendrowitz and "with every heartbeat" by Robyn and Andreas Kleerup)

Produced by Beat Radio
Recorded at Miracle Flag in Bellmore, NY

Featuring:
Brian Sendrowitz
Brian Ver Straten
Dan Bills
Bryan Bruchman
Maia Macdonald

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Track Name: hard times, go!
Are you headed for somewhere?
Are you running away?
Do you call it religion?
Or a game that you play?
Now the summer is over
See the leaves turning brown
Do you feel like a failure?
Did your dreams let you down?
Hard times come and hard times go
Its hard to change when its all you know
I don't say the things I need to say to let you in
I haven't been as brave in how I've loved you
As I know I should have been
I thought if I kept quiet
You might think I was strong
And now that its over
I can see I was wrong

When the parachute opens
Is it fun anymore?
Are you more scared of falling?
Or just being bored?
Our love was a promise
That we made in good faith
And it all seemed so perfect
But the circumstance changed
So I spend my days in a fever dream
In a lakeside town with the kings and queens
I don't say the things I need to say to let you in
I haven't been courageous in my love
the way I know I should have been
I thought if I kept quiet
You might think I was strong
And now that its over
I can see I was wrong
Track Name: stars collided in our hearts
it seems like everywhere i go
somebody's asking me what's wrong
so i keep saying things are fine
and everybody plays along
but i remember how it feels
pretending everything is new
but then i find myself alone
i'm wondering who i'm talking to

chorus:
if it's time to go
can we go now?
far away from here
let's just go now

we put our dream into this house
you sign your name, you chose your fate
but was it someone else's dream?
or was it already too late?
this is the town where we grew up
the stars collided in our hearts
we never wanted more than this
one day it all just came apart

if it's time to go
lets just go now
cause we're drowning here
can we go now?

if it's time to go
can we go now?
far away from here
let's just go now
Track Name: dreaming wide awake
Ive been thinking of that moment my eyes first met yours
After hours stealing glances from across the floor
then we're talking, standing closer and we're losing track of time
when we go i don't think twice before i take your hand in mine

and everything i know is gonna change
and now it's hard to tell where things fit it
but i can feel my heartbeat getting faster and i'm in a state i've never been

daylight breaking, we go walking through this sleepy lakeside town
feels like dreaming wide away and there's no one else around

but everything i know is gonna change
right now it's hard to tell where things fit in
and i cant feel my heartbeat getting faster and i'm in a state i've never been.

I was fine before
I was stumbling around in the dark
and i never wanted anything more
but i didn't even know my own heart
i was busy making plans
there were things i wasn't ready to face
but now is the only time
this is the only place

and everything i know is gonna change
and now it's hard to tell where things fit it
but i can feel my heartbeat getting faster and i'm in a state i've never been
because everything i know is gonna change
and now it's hard to tell where things fit it
but i can feel my heartbeat getting faster and i'm in a state i've never been
Track Name: head underwater
the freeway divided our hearts and the neighborhood changed
the radio speaks of a love that can take away pain
I'm faraway falling asleep to the sounds of the sea
I'm thinking of you, wondering if you think about me
and love isn't something to hold in the crux of your arms
I'd turn all my days on their head just to keep you from harm
remember that time when we danced in your mother's backyard?
I wanna go back to that place but you make it so hard

It wasn't our dream but we played along
we followed the rules, but then things went wrong

meanwhile, back in the city it feels good to be lost
there's freedom in being alone, but it comes with a cost
the subway is keeping me safe from original sin
the sunlight is opening doors and I'm stumbling in
the freeway divided our hearts and the neighborhood changed
the radio speaks of a love that can take away pain
I'm faraway falling asleep to the sounds of the sea
I'm thinking of you, wondering if you think about me

head underwater and heavy heart
we keep it together to fall apart

it wasn't our dream but we played along
we followed the rules, but then things went wrong
and I can remember why we should stay
so head underwater and heavy heart
we keep it together to fall apart
our senses unravel and fly away